Thursday, June 6, 2013

Too many neighbors

I can't do this building thing..living in a building is chaos too many neighbors..too many people coming in and out it drives me nuts..no elevator it's dirty..it stinks..omg i really need my own place it gotta get better for me

Friday, May 24, 2013

Ineligible

Well again another slap in the face..although i gave path 151 e 151 st my eviction letter .i was still found ineligible for temerary housing assistance now me my children and all our bags have to go back to path to repeat the same thing. .my body and mind is ready to call it quits. .again I HATE THIS WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT..

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Dieing

Im dieing from the inside out.all faith in this system is gone.i can no longer cry. I just expect the worst and hope for nothing. Anything after that is a surprise. .

The floating hospital trip

BULL SHIT. I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING...NO ONE ANSEWRS UNTIL ITS TOO LATE..

Another business day..again i came for one thing only and got treated for something else..once again im yelling and im not being herd..this floating hospital is full of shit just like the rest of the world

Another business day..again i came for one thing only and got treated for something else..once again im yelling and im not being herd..this floating hospital is full of shit just like the rest of the world

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Lord give me strength

What a day what a stressful day..another appointment. .this intake started out ok up until about 10 minutes in..i felt the pressure in my body rise as she(intake worker) ask me for documents then..dammit i sware i dont wanna be here..this is bs

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Navigating through the system

Ok I did the path thing..it was terrible.I don't understand how a person can bring documents stating they've been evicted along with contact info of people In charge of running the homeless shelters I've been in out of state still have to wait days to find out if there eligible for shelter assistance..also I don't understand how they (department of homeless services) ask me a woman taking care of 6 kids.."can you stay with someone"FUCK OUTTA HERE!" who in they right mind would let a woman with 6 kids come stay with them and for how long point them out....bottom line for me is this .navigating through this system of (I'm better than thou because I sit on this side of the desk)sucks the life out my soul..TO BE CONTINUED.

Friday, May 10, 2013

programed

There's always a way to get around something however the programer is not going to tell you instead he trains his workers to tell you what he wants you to know..just like there's a thin line between love and hate..there's a thin line between getting your papers pushed in the direction you want and having them remain where you dont need them to be ..(far away from your goal)..im trying to find the glitch to get somethings i need to live healthy and be a better parent.. nothing is permanent but death

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Hate the government

I HATE THE GOVERNMENT. .AAHH..I HATE THIS WORLD....NOBODY ANSWER UNTIL ITS TOO LATE ..

I hate this law

The ppl thay run this world is full of shit.they feed us bull shit and call it politics when ppl ask for info were told call 311.children get into a accident they call acs..ask for mental help they give you a pill..meanwhile. .sill have the same issues i had before i popped the pill..and the same ppl im asking for help keep telling me what their programed to tell me..and we still homeless ..so how do a small person like me sream low and get heard.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

I need some ny assistance

I need some assistance with getting section8 i had all the qualifications at the time i applied. But for some strange reason the app cant be found.Feps dont work Hello..it dont work somebody pass me off in the rite directoin ..im stuck.