Too many neighbors

I can't do this building thing..living in a building is chaos too many neighbors..too many people coming in and out it drives me nuts..no elevator it's dirty..it stinks..omg i really need my own place it gotta get better for me

Ineligible

Well again another slap in the face..although i gave path 151 e 151 st my eviction letter .i was still found ineligible for temerary housing assistance now me my children and all our bags have to go back to path to repeat the same thing. .my body and mind is ready to call it quits. .again I HATE THIS WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT..

Dieing

Im dieing from the inside out.all faith in this system is gone.i can no longer cry. I just expect the worst and hope for nothing. Anything after that is a surprise. .

The floating hospital trip

BULL SHIT. I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING...NO ONE ANSEWRS UNTIL ITS TOO LATE..

Another business day..again i came for one thing only and got treated for something else..once again im yelling and im not being herd..this floating hospital is full of shit just like the rest of the world

Another business day..again i came for one thing only and got treated for something else..once again im yelling and im not being herd..this floating hospital is full of shit just like the rest of the world

Lord give me strength

What a day what a stressful day..another appointment. .this intake started out ok up until about 10 minutes in..i felt the pressure in my body rise as she(intake worker) ask me for documents then..dammit i sware i dont wanna be here..this is bs

Navigating through the system

Ok I did the path thing..it was terrible.I don't understand how a person can bring documents stating they've been evicted along with contact info of people In charge of running the homeless shelters I've been in out of state still have to wait days to find out if there eligible for shelter assistance..also I don't understand how they (department of homeless services) ask me a woman taking care of 6 kids.."can you stay with someone"FUCK OUTTA HERE!" who in they right mind would let a woman with 6 kids come stay with them and for how long point them out....bottom line for me is this .navigating through this system of (I'm better than thou because I sit on this side of the desk)sucks the life out my soul..TO BE CONTINUED.